RANDOM BITS AND BITES AND CHOMPS AND NOMS.. :)

Hey everyone! :) How have you all been? Yes I have not updated that often but well I hope this post will be a good one :) Okay so yesterday I went to Prim's birthday party. It was quite fun I suppose. Especially the part we played with the party sprays or something. Then a bunch of us got out and went to Desa Park City.. :) It was along tedious walk with alot of snails to battle on the way and a couple of mischief by the boys of course. We went all the way for steamboat and it ended up.. They were closing!! D: So we just settled for ice cream and more ice cream. We took a walk around the area there. They have a nice big walking area there. It was uber fun! Just sad that some of them couldn't join us. Would have been fun :) Came home at 11 with blisters and a soaked dress but i did not regret one second of it :)


So the next thing is I saw YOU again and hopefully will see you again this holidays. :) I'm practically counting the days until our next meeting! :x How you got me falling, i don't know but it doesn't matter right? I'll be a observer from the side.. And I'll just watch you. Since that's th best i can do. I hate falling for someone :/


Okay, now about what I'm working on.. I just did this awesome picture of a spider on black paper with pastels. But i'm totally planning to do more.. Impressions perhaps? Hmm, this gets more fun every-time! :) 

Pastels!

Okeh, off for steamboat now! See ya'll later. If you see me as a bloated pig after holidays, you'll know why :) I have food 24/7! D:


Before i go, If YOU are reading this blog.. You won't know I'm mentioning you when you don't know the YOU I'm talking about. This is darn confusing but i think I like you. Pretty pretty please don't you ever ever leave.. But either way, you won't be mine.. but still imaginations and dreams are my own and i can keep them for life.. Urgh. being a person is so hard. :(

~Ciao :)

HOLIDAYS! :)

No I didn't hear the bell signalling the end of school today. I guess my brain shut off a while.. Or maybe i was too preoccupied with what was awaiting me after that day! 2 weeks of nothing but mountains of fun and a bit of homework too i guess.. BUT who cares?! It's holidays! And today is Friday! Another good reason to be happy! *sings Rebecca Black's Friday*


I started this fantastically me time 2 weeks by making dough :) Ya know those play dough we used to make when we were smaller? Those playdough.. with food colouring so mind you.. don't ask me why are my hands red :) It is called pure entertainment! :)

My first creation :) Oh yeah! :)

Oh and if you do want to try out the dough for youself.. here is the recipe :)

2 cups of flour (I used wheat flour but i think regular flour should do the trick)

3/4 cup of water (add abit by abit)

3/4 cup of salt

**Put all together and mix till you get the soft dough and happy creating! :) Oh! And you can dry it for a couple of days for it to turn stone hard.. P.S. Just air dry it :) So cool right?! Let me know if you do try it and how it turns out :) GTG now! Ciao! And happy holidays folks! :)

SLEEP IS SEXAY LIKE ME!

So today, I skipped school.. yeah *again* coz I just wasn't up for it you know? All I want to do really is watch a good movie and laze around like a good slob.. But it didn't go that way today though. I woke at 9am and then started my long day of chores and homework and tution! But I won't say it was all that bad either.. I had some good time reading storybooks and a bit of sleep. It certainly did put me in a better mood.. Today I feel like randomly giving a shout out to a person who probably won't read this anyways..

Lim Chee Wen,
The teddy bear you got me is fantastically awesome and it makes me smile all the time because it reminds me of all the crazy and stupid things we used to do and the domo doll i stash behind my bed started my obsession for anything with teeth that says RAWR! :) I just heart you like that :)   

Hmm.. Maybe i should write a story in here or something... Let me know what you think.. beloved STALKERS ;)


Finally, Kheng Fai you made my day you silly silly boy :) You made me smile all night long and I still am smiling right now. Adeline might think you are ugly but in reality you seriously are an extremely cute person and super hyper and fun to be around :) You're like always so so so happy and I can't figure out why exactly. Nevertheless, you are pretty awesome to be around and I would enjoy being around you. I love you :)


Nights world :)

*BANG* YOU'RE DEAD! :D

So this week has been long! Not just long! Mega super long! Looking forward to the weekend ahead though. I bet it is going to be a great holiday. Going to Penang for a couple of days or a one day trip! Mmm can already taste my dear dear char kuey teow! :D

The one and only Penang Char Kuey Teow!

Been getting a couple of exam results this week. After getting one another, I'm practically losing my mood to even continue getting the rest. It is all upside down! I totally agree on the fact that exam are more bearable than the results! Enough exam talk! Now lets go on to this weekend. Probably I'm going to Primeena's birthday party. Well, it''s during the holidays and we get to friend bond so why not? :) 

Next, why does everyone have to disturb me with him? I just got to know he faces the same problem as well.. Why can't people just understand that some things in life cannot work out that well because its not meant to work out? Is all random friends doomed to the same fate? I really hope not. Next time, think and get the real deal before making up your own version of a story which you have no idea of the truth factor.. It's bloody annoying. 

Finally, before I go back to doing my homework, I would like to wish a happy happy birthday to a beloved friend :) Kheng Fai HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D I love you :)

Fai.. Always the damn lol guy :)

Thats my update for today! Ciao folks :D

I JUST WANT TO BE PERFECT.. IS THAT WRONG?

What is with perfection that everybody thrives it so much? It's most people's life challenge to be perfect in everything they do.. What do you achieve beside self satisfaction and a little 'oohh' and 'ahhs' here and there? Nothing much right? It's easy for me to say but human nature is way more oblivious to that when it comes to actions.. Its frustrating to be perfect and I know it because i was once a victim and sometimes still am. Every girl goes through a phase where they constantly say..


I'm Ugly
I Can Never be Perfect
I Can Never be Good Enough
I'm Useless..


Now when i come back to think about all I used to do because i thought i was ugly and stupid and useless.. It makes me crack up.. You know, there is nothing you can't handle when you get your self confidence boost at times..When I do get mine.. I daresay I feel even more perfect than Aphrodite.. That day when i woke up and said to myself.. "Why do I have to feel so bad about myself when there are a lot of people who would kill to be me, in my life, my place?" That was the day my realization took over me. I became a more confident me. I daresay that one point defined who I am. I wasn't the most quiet girl anymore. I wans't so self conscious anymore. I wasn't scared of other people's snide remarks. I became the me I was meant to be fully. 


Whoever reading this post.. you might be wondering why am I speaking of insecurity but this movie triggered my mind of a scared little girl who never thought she would be who she is today..

It's a story of a girl who wanted to be perfect.. She tried so hard she died.. I can't stop crying.. I feel so bad for her.. Anyways it is a beautiful movie and I totally recommend it :)

Lastly.. I'm in love with Adam Young!! :D :D

Sweet dude from Owl Ciy :)

It's late! Gute nacht~ 

AHH! *WHAT?* I LOVE YOU!!

Today was the last day of exam! To all of you who are saying we have results.. bla bla.. Here's one word.. Ever heard of temporary happiness? Live life at the moment! Don't mourn for the past or grieve for the future! Everything has a time and place to do (says the one who worries too much of her future)  :) 


So, today my topic is going to be about how i found Pei Shee stalks me.. This woman is creepy D: You don't have to know the You-Know-Who okeh :O But i love you lots alright woman :) Once a monster forever a monster :) 


Well, I'm really sleepy now.. so zzz for a bit :) Will update my massive art project soon <3


Lovess xxxx

Finally got Time :)

Finally get to blog again.. Maintainence Maintainence Maintainence! This week was long i guess.. So much exam! I think my Biology paper went pretty bad but I hope it all turns out well! Still got one week to go :)


I drew this yesterday on my new Corel Painter programme..

I think it was an okay first step :)

And to you..

The last time i felt like this,

I was falling in love,

Falling and feeling,

I thought i'd never fall in love again..

 Now off to study Chemistry :)

AVOIDING HELPS YOU??

I find you really ironic right now. Avoiding me kills your past? Changes it all back to normal again? Come on, being kids ain't good you know? Grow up little boy! Life is too simple in your point of view. Pathetic.. That's all i can say but well, I'll still wish you luck in this world, not because you deserve it but because i don't deserve to curse people :o But if it were up to me, you'll never find a woman who is your perfect match for you disrespect to girls. I never knew a person like you until I've met you. So do let me know if you still do have a good life after all this. So adios, what should i call you? Friend or foe? Either way.. ich hass dich :)


To well.. You-Probably-Don't-Know-Who.. Can you stop making me fall? I wrote this for you so i hope you magically read and realize but well.. I won't blame you if you don't anyway.. I'm random like that :)

If missing you is an emotion,
Then why does my heart long your voice,
My mind screaming your name,
Your thoughts blur my vision,
Your name lifts my heart?

If missing you is just a trick of mind,
Why am i roaming with no direction,
Your face appears alongside the roads,
My head hurts when i recall,
All that we could have been but not.

Its too late i see,
I love you so much,
But when the time was right i didn’t say it,
Kept it all inside and now i’ve lost-,
Lost everything that i have ever wanted.

It’s too late to say this- but I- I love you,
With my heart and soul,
I’ve been terribly lonely and alone for long,
But nothing matters now since you’re all gone,
I’m not sorry i loved you but I’m sorry you’ll never know

OH, and today was History exams. Dear lord, why torture us with so much? My hands went on a major workout and so did my brains. Out of order for some time now :P Butt cramp too so in conclusion.. Exams are bad for you :) Eat and sleep better!


**Nights World**

RAINY RAINY DAY :)

This morning, I woke up and said to myself.. 'Hey maybe I should skip school?' It was raining so super bad that all i wanted to do was sleep :) But again, going to school means I get to see you! And that alone made me rush out to school.. It was a pretty boring day though but I got to see you still :) Thank you for brightening up my day! And so it is exam week so I hope all turns out well >< I won't be blogging anytime soon I guess..  See about it..


P.S. Adeline why do you have to go missing at the most critical time? :( I miss you woman! AND WE HAVE TO TALK!
And so I'll end it with random pictures..

Randomly bored with studying :)

Still bored :)

See ya soon <3

URGH! BAD DAY :(

You know one thing I can't tolerate in life besides myself? (yes I can't stand myself) People who don't do what they are supposed to! I won't mention who and what but seriously do your duty. People like this are just a disgrace in my opinion. Nothing in life is plainly easy so even if that thing is hard, just do it, if it brings a great change in another person's life. Today was really an unfulfilling day but i hope it gets better. It would be if all these voices don't sound in my head. I feel like I'm having internal wars with my brain and heart. Aww, well it happens right? As usual, pictures means a thousand words :)

And here we go again :o

Familiar?

The exact reason I have no way of telling you..

And finally something to sum this all up:

“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become actions.
Watch your actions, for they become habits.
Watch your habits, for they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes your destiny.”

YIN AND YANG :)

Yin and Yang

Lately I've been thinking quite a bit about the yin and yang in life and in a person. Yin and Yang are the perfect opposites but each still have an essence for each another.. Yang wants to kill Yin but Yin wants to cure Yang. Well, thats just a brief overview from one perspective. Its beautiful meaning got me thinking of how everything in life has a perfect balance. You can't destroy the balance no matter what because there is no good side or bad side which can overshadow any because its balanced. Okay, i'll stop crapping but before i finish this here is a poem i wrote for someone but will never quite let that person know, because that person deceived me with his sweet talk and fake personality. This person changed my impression on boys. This person made me lose my trust. This person broke my heart. He does not deserve this poem but I'll put it here anyway, because it reminds me to not easily trust anyone with a happy smile and a sad past. This person made me afraid and he made me cry so much. He made my life miserable. 

Light

You appear like the sun

Shining my whole day,

Even when it's turned around,

You'll make it good anyway,

You'll never realize your importance,

But i hope you won't go,

I would hate to lose happiness,

In my life as it is so,

Melancholic and despair,

Is not always a foe of mine,

Until you came along,

And changed my life,

I know we would never be more,

But don't ever let go,

I might seem unimportant,

But to me you ain't so,

All the girls who broke their hearts,

Well i say its their loss,

Because i know you're fantastic,

As i know you and love you,

Forever.

And so that's the end of it. Leave comments please ^^ and well, not to be mean i hope Yin and Yang, Karma or whatever that is hits on you and you never get a girlfriend for the rest of your life or something. Douchbag!

This is for you ;)

SINGING CONTEST AT TESCO! WHAT?

I followed my sister to a singing competition at Tesco and sad to say the judging was an epic fail! The kid who was chosen as a winner got first place alright... In my list of Epic Fails.. 

Super Super Cute :)

Emo Guy.. What's His Problem Tak Tau laa :o

This was very LOL! :)

Mousehunt Crazy!

This mermaid was an epic fail who won first place.. My ears might need stitches :O

:) The One Who Made Us All Proud!

But nevertheless at the end of today.. I realized sometimes, Rebecca Black is better than some of these annoying kids :)