The Chic Country Girl: Holiday Giveaway

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F*CKING PERFECT..

Sometimes.. Pink sings my life songs you know? She is just there for me when i need a song or someone to put a head on. I love you Pink! Sometimes how much your heart hurts and how much you wish for something.. IT just doesn't happen.. I stalk you night and day but no way you'll be mine. It's like I never found love and I am never meant to you know? It is heartbreaking and awful.. but well people think that I am always happy and cheerful and love everything about life.. Well, you're wrong.. It's just that nobody tried to be my friend for real.. A true friend who will be there for me just because she wants to.. Never had one.. You know, god did say everything happens for a reason. After all the hard things I faced today.. I remembered to put my game face on. My trader face.. To face this sadistic world.. Yes.. saying it is sadistic is abit too extreme but well.. that's life. I live it one moment at a time. Baby steps before the leaps you know? Some people just don't understand my concept. PLAN FOR FUTURE! Yes! I do do that but in my way.. Everyone will see in time. Even the furthest of the stars do shine in the sky and remember world.. I'm one star you'll never forget or regret having. Backstabbers? Cheaters? The Liars? Yeah, met them all.. Been there done that. I lot my trust in humans thanks to the like of you. I won't mention but I hope at some moment of your rotten life, you'll look back to the past thinking how you should have been different at times you were mean. I'm not saying I deserve to be treated like a princess or anything of that sort but hey, I don't deserve to be treated like dirt. I'm not as beautiful or as talented as you are now.. Do not the word now.. You have no idea what the future beholds. That is exactly why no matter how much you, as a friend hurt me, I stay silent, let my tears fall. My every tear for you will somehow get back to all your mean doings. Heard of karma? She is a bitch just so you know. I won't say anything more but remember whoever is reading this and have ever betrayed a friend or your parents.. They may not know or pretend not to but HE knows.. Anyways, I'll go through with the best ways I can. I'm not cursing your life or anything but I pity you.. For not realizing your mistakes which you will regret. Somethings in life cannot be advised but it can only be corrected through self realization. 


If I had a choice between friendship and pride.. I'll pick friendship.. EVERY TIME.. Pride is something short lived.. But friendship is forever.. You do know the phrase friends forever don't you? Ever heard pride forever? 

A TWIST IN MY STORY

Alright, I do realize I've been mia'ing for a long long LONG time. Seems like i have so much to do and so little time. I've practically been blogging in my head for weeks! Okay fine! Technically sorta like 10 days ish. Anyways, okay my week ended bad. I screwed up. It was unintentional but I did. Real badly. People I hurt might not forgive me but I hope the gods do. Live just does not have a backspace button does it? I wish it did so we can erase every single mistake we did.. So life would be somehow perfect but the thing is.. A perfect life is no life at all. In life we all must make mistakes.


Last week, I found on of Boon Lim's sticker notes. He probably would not talk to me.. But if he does come across this.. I'd like to say.. "Boon Lim, I thank you from the bottom of my heart coz your note got me through the most difficult part of my week.. You saved me from shedding too much tears in self pity. Thank you..!"


Now, I'd like to GUSH about my new art supplies!!! Can i get a whoop whoop? :) Basically I got a ton of supplies and most of it is from my parents! :) Thank you mummy and daddy! :)

An Italy bag from Aunty :) Loveeeeee <3

Supplies part one! Cardstock, glitter, Stickers! and lots of wrapping paper!

Part two! Felt! Butterfly puncher and some pens and glitter from before :)

Then I'd like to tell you about some of the amazing projects I came up with this week :)

Pandalicious bookmark :)

Card for Zen (front)

Card for Zen (back)

Card for Zen (inside)

Random bookmarks I made for my bookworm sis :)

Made this out o felt :) Gave it to Jie Mie :)

P.S. This is how a art fanatic's table looks like :P

Next, I got some Prismacolour Markers from my dad! Need I say more? It's like FUN FUN FUN FUN! :) Its the best tool ever and I totally recommend it to anyone! :) Here are some of my 'playing around' with my toys! :)

Loveeee! :)

Butterfly :)

Fat Cat! :) I heart how the flower turned out!

Behind of my copy paper! After colouring!

Behind of my copy paper! After colouring! (monster)

I am practically gushing over me markers! :) I loveeeeee them!! Eeeeee! :) Tomorrow is lisan for me.. huhuhu! Hopefully it runs smoothly :) God bless it runs okay.. and well fingers crossed for me World Stage passes! :)

Nights world! And my markers! Muaks muaks muaks~

Oh before I go.. Random pics I took :)

Can you handle it?! (I did and cried)

The Game Face.. (tak jadi)

I drew this during the weekend! :)

Nights! For real! <3

Weee~

So people.. I've been working on this video for hours and hours and honestly I thought I'll never finish it but hey.. I'm done and all.. Happiness! Youtube has some shitty copyright crap but hell.. Here is my video! Link here ok people? My first video so rate, comment and subscribe.. :) --> Video!


~Kas~


Night!!

NEW SKILL, NEW ME!

Hey ya'll! Today was an awesome day! First, school was great.. Learnt alot of new stuff and all.. You  know the usual school stuff? :) 


Then, when I got home, I saw I had a MMS from Shane.. It was something about best friends. Maxis sends me those all the time but to think someone actually had the liberty to forward me one was amazing. It really made my day.. :) Thank you Shane.. You're a good friend of mine too. 


I sat down in front of my laptop from 3.00pm until now learning to animate some Bannedstory characters and I guess I am pretty successful! I can do some cute animations now! It's actually for this video competition.. So excited! I need to finish it by this week though! Deadlines are a bit of a suicide! 

Here is a sneak peak.. I am not sure if this is the right video..

 since I made so many retakes for a scene :(

Haha! Later today, I'm going for Transformers!! Eee!! So excited! :) I can't wait to watch it! I bet its good! :)

That's it laa! Ciao! Later I'll review my movie! Keep following for more sneak peak and my video too :)

SEXY HEXY AND ABIT ARTSY ;)

This whole week has been all about Bill BILL BILL! I keep thinking about how on earth am I going to finish my video! You might be wondering what video right? Its this compettion by Tokio Hotel Fan club Europe and I am so going for it! Dang, I won't miss a chance to support my buys! :) MY BOYS!! P.S. Lots of hugs for my Japanese lady, Sarah :) You're animes are just as fantastic as you.. You just wait, the first kitsune drawing I'm imaging in my head is going to be for you :)


Today, the whole day, Sangeetha, Inez, Yee Leng and Sharon have been singing Christmas Carols and some songs on 99 bottles of beer.. :o Thanks alot.. I was singing those songs subconsciously the whole day! ):


And well, I suddenly got super interested in arts and craft again after so man many years! All thanks to this random page i found on Facebook. Angeliquirk! Do check her out :) Amazing person she is! And then there comes Alyssa. She and her amazing mum came to my rescue to supply me with candies :) Weee!!! Aly just so you know, you might have been cheated on by an idiotic douchebag but you're an amazing star who is sometimes abit to bright that people tend to get jealous and be nasty about you. Sorry for the methaphor!


Okay! Too hyper now! I am gonna do homework to go and chill myself! Weee~~


Oh! Before i go *not for long i hope* HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! (my real one, not you Jie) I loveee you!!

ANGRY? :o

It's been so long since i last updated you! I'm so sorry ): It's just that I didn't have anything to say to the outer world.. You know, being at home all the times brings up the insecurities in myself. I start doing things I shouldn't do. Now, an ugly scar rests on my hand. Whoever reading this probably thinks I'm crazy or something. I'm not depressed or having issues or want attention or anything mean you'll think of. I just have insecurities. Who doesn't right? It's pretty normal to feel that way. Trusting yourself doesn't come as naturally as breathing you know? Life has so many twists and turn. We are all just for a ride eh? :) 


So yesterday I went on this movie marathon with myself.. I am not forever alone or anything but I love to do things on my own sometimes. Sappy love stories should not.. I mean NOT be watched in a group. I tend to cry a lot. So, well the self movie marathons. I watched like 4 movies back to back until 5.30am. I don't know why I did that. I guess it was a at-the-moment impulse. 

I finished the whole Season 1 first :)

This drama was awesome. It's mystery, British and exciting. What's not to love? :)

Then I started with my Romance Movies :) First one up..

Then i watched this.. BEASTLY!

If this story was real.. It would be a GMH story to everyone who feels bad about their appearance and a lesson to those who feel too proud of theirs. 

This is a beautiful movie... Had me in tears but loved the happy ending :)

This was funny but romantic too! :)

That was my movie escapade.. then today it was a long day! :) I had so much of fun. I had Biology tuition in the morning where i was battling to stay awake! I had absolutely not enough sleep! But nevertheless, I felt a satisfaction like nothing can give me. I felt satisfied to give me some ME TIME.. You know? I was so free to do anything yet I felt so stuck. I felt so caged. This holiday gave me personal freedom like nothing else. As well as a couple of kg's to battle :( 

So.. in the afternoon i went for Angry Bird's Playground at Low Yat Plaza Boulevard Strip. It was one of the most amazing things i did this holiday. It was simply ecstatic! I felt like screaming in joy. Imagine a kid in a candy store.. filled with things she love. I was practically smiling my head off there. If only i had the time to try out all the activities there. There was so much to do and too little time (not to mention the huge crowd as well). Anyways, I feel so proud that I was one of the people who contributed to the Guinness World Record attempt to break the highest number of people playing Angry Birds on a mobile device. The goal was 1000 but surprise surprise! We had a grand total of 2030 people who contributed! Malaysia sure BOLEH! :)

Aren't they cuties?

Sling and Win.. I didn't get to try it though.

Graffiti art by talented artists :)

Chirpy steps? :)

The entrance to heaven like memories <3

Not any major goodies but hey, they are perfect as they are :)

I had a fantastic day and well, I ended the day with a movie out in the cinema. It was fantastic! I watched X-Men First Class.. It was awesome as in all the superpowers and all but based on story line it was just meh!

Wee~

It's almost 6am and I'm not asleep so before i actually leave, here is a beautiful quote from the movie Pride and Prejudice.. Totally love it so much :) 

Oh! And P.S. Look for the Keira Knightly version form 2004 if you wanna watch it alright?

Mr. Darcy: Miss Elizabeth. I have struggled in vain and I can bear it no longer. These past months have been a torment. I came to Rosings with the single object of seeing you... I had to see you. I have fought against my better judgment, my family's expectations, the inferiority of your birth by rank and circumstance. All these things I am willing to put aside and ask you to end my agony. 

Elizabeth Bennet: I don't understand. 
Mr. Darcy: I love you. 

Nights everyone~ And if you really truly read till here, thank you for reading. You brighten up my day.